i am trying to keep strong. 

some days are tougher than others, but i’m still going. 

time is one of the strangest notions that exists. its because it has no definition apart from the numbers it shows. sometimes, you wait, endlessly. you wait so long that you even forgot what you were waiting for. sometimes, you wait endlessly, expecting a certain outcome, only for that to blow up in your face. then you have to wait for time again to make it all better. the amount of time you wait is also undefined. it may take a few seconds, it may take a few months, it may take a few years. but all’s to say that you should never halt life while you wait for a moment that you’re not even sure will take place or one that might not go the way you planned it. life is filled with surprises. a better part of them will unfortunately not be great surprises. but times there to make them better, for you to learn how to cope with them and for you understand the meaning behind a concept and time itself. whats unfortunate is how painful the wait might be. which ever wait you’re waiting for. it all hurts the same non the less. everything gets better though. no matter what. for all the lessons that time brings us. thats what makes it all better. 

he makes me so happy that i make myself sick

and i wonder if any other person in the entire world could ever make me feel the way he does

and when im with him, ill be the happiest i’ll ever be.

don’t go your life unnoticed 

i was punched in the heart

theres snow on the rooftops and my hearts in the sky.

but i wish you could see these things like i can from above. 

take your chance and see that you were right about everything.

because you always are. 

something i really enjoy is photography. i love taking pictures, i love seeing peoples pictures and i love everything about pictures. because a picture is the essence of a frame that represents a tiny piece of moving life that you attempt to eternalize or to bring you back to that place and that moment. it is not just a memory, but the reminder of a feeling. and the subjects of pictures are the most important things that make it up. it doesn’t have to be any specific way, just a way that is pleasurable to your eye and your eye only. because its your eyes that saw this moment and your eyes that witnessed this fragment of moving life. 

me sharing my pictures is so that you can see a bit of how i see the world.